Updated: Apr 8, 2021
ɪ ᴀᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴀ ᴠɪᴄᴛɪᴍ ᴏꜰ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ. ɴᴏᴛ ᴀᴛ ᴀʟʟ. ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛʀᴀʀʏ. ɪ ᴀᴍ ᴀ ʜᴇʀᴏɪɴᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ꜱᴛᴏʀʏ.
When I was born, I was already a success because I was born against all odds. It took my Mom 4 years and some painful medical procedures to finally conceive me. Then I got stuck in the birth canal, almost died, I needed help to get out. But I was well and very much ALIVE. Maybe upset a tiny bit. But already filled with warrior spirit and the knowing that I can make it, I can figure it out. I mean this life.
Despite of all the challenges I faced growing up, I never gave up on myself or on my dreams. I always kept going, advancing. My challenges inspired me to learn, grow and evolve. They taught me to know and UNDERSTAND myself deeper.
Despite of the communist indoctrination and propaganda I grew up with and then living in four different countries with very different cultures, I remained a FREE thinker and always kept an open mind open to everything and attached to nothing.
The lack of spirituality that surrounded me growing up, turned me into a seeker of God, Source and Love. Now I am aware of my DIVINE nature. The obstacles I overcame made me realize that nothing can break my the ESSENCE of who I truly am.
Adapting to great adversity in my life and overcoming many conflicts made me resilient and an advocate for peace. I learnt that fighting doesn’t work. War taught me ACCEPTANCE and letting go. I became a PEACEFUL warrior.
Constant CHANGE in my life made me more open and flexible. But also made me understand and appreciate what a home can be.
All my learning experience built my strength and CONFIDENCE.
Walking the shadow side opened my heart to love, TRUTH and COMPASSION so I can be in service and walk the path of the heart.
Darkness tought me how to walk in the LIGHT and be an anchor of light.
Going through the intensity of this life made me a master guide, NAVIGATOR and resource for others and I love that.
Pain thought me that everything can be HEALED and released. That I can heal myself. It also softened my HEART. Thought me GRACE. Made me understand others who are in pain.
Fear thought me where I need to OPEN, let go and surrender. It guided me back to LOVE.
Lack showed me how to open up for abundance and MANIFEST everything I wish for.
Loss opened me up to another world where is no death, only a change of form.
Being an empath made me able to experience the whole emotional spectrum and deeply RELATE to humans.
My ignorance was the catalyst for my AWARENESS to grow and expand.
In the end my obstacles were the doors to FREEDOM and love. They guided me back to who I am. They brought abundant blessings into my life. I not just survived but I thrive. Against all odds. I live in a state of flow. TRUST. Confidence. Most of the time:))
Although I lived 42 years on this planet, I still don’t tick a lot of boxes according to society’s check list. I never married and don’t have any children. I don’t have any savings or a house or a car. I live quite a minimalist life style. But this was all my CHOICE, not a lack of opportunity.
Freedom was more important to me.
To work for myself. To set my own hours. To create a work-life BALANCE that feels good to me. I love what I do. I don’t feel like working at all. I am passionate about what I do. I am excited to see my work grow and expand. I moved to live in Paradise but I am free to move anyplace, anytime if I change my mind. I am completely debt free. I don’t owe anything.
I always took good care of myself. Even when it was not easy to do so. I always lived my BEST life.
I HONOR myself for my journey, my choices. I honor myself by sharing this story. I educated myself and created my own practice.
Manifesting a dream into reality. I am still amazed how quickly I can learn new things. This world is so fascinating. My work of SERVICE is more relevant than ever. To open our hearts and to return to love is the only path that will bring us TOGETHER. I know this from experience. I am honored to be a guide for others.
It was the best idea to invest into myself. The fruits of that are sweeter than I ever imagined. This made me open and able to serve others. And I am so GRATEFUL for that.
There is still so much to learn, to experience. The MYSTERY of life is infinite.
But now, I have total trust and CONFIDENCE in myself to navigate this journey called life. I know I am guided and supported. I know that there is plenty to go around. I am provided, nurtured and nourished by the universal flow of life. I am grateful for my life. I am grateful for this life.
I am not attached to any of my past. I am a new being, every day.
I feel nothing but deep GRATITUDE for my experience. I can call it a return to LOVE. Or better a heroine’s journey:)
I believe that my unique challenges, obstacles were really guiding posts I left for myself to REMEMBER who I truly am. My divine essence. I honor, love and appreciate deeply this life.
I am beyond grateful to be fully in this body and enjoy this sacred earth. To be here at this time of great shift and transition.
I feel only love for all the people, places and experiences that shaped my life.
THANK YOU. I LOVE YOU.
I choose love. I relax into love. I am love.
In love we are one
Kodoish Kodoish Kodoish Adonai Tsebayoth